Trials of Parenthood

Parenting is such a paradox.  It is the best and yet trying thing that can ever happen to you.  I would love to take a break away from my kids but what is a break if my kids aren't there to enjoy it with me.  Mind boggling isn't it.   My kids have become my life and yet I often search for an identity apart from them.  It's been so long since I've been me and not Jacqueline, Sydney, and Jamie's mom.... just me.  But that title has been one that I don't think I can live without.  It should be the most honorable title but it is often over looked, taken for granted, etc.....